Tuesday, July 22, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 12:11 AM
i don't want my mother to be sad,that is why i had always thought that...why my mother die,den i will not care.will not care about myself..will not care about anythings.NOW,i actually did not purposely want to hurt myself..i did not purposely want to fall sick..because i know,my mother will be worry about me.at least,when i know it is raining,sometimes i will not try to walk in the rain.sometimes,i will also try to eat regularly.i will take care of myself when needed.at least when my mother is still alive.if she's not,there's no need to.i see no purpose in doing that.i believe that by that time,i would have probably lost contact with secondary school friends.or maybe not as close with them.when i die,i do not want anyone to know about that.not even my friends,or relatives.posted by piingx.
