Sunday, August 17, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 12:16 AM
sunday -X 17 August 2008read kailing junior's blog just now.saw her post about friday's training.she says that the cadets are not respondingwhen the I/C or sir are asking a question.and they are not 100% "tou ru" during training.i am thinking that the sir and ma'am or the I/Ceverytime says that the cadets are not responding to them.but did they know why??maybe they are too tired?they are sick?the I/C themselves are not always in the good mood too.they won't always be hyper too.they in what positions,can say that the cadets are not always hyper.only when you are always hyper.then you have the rights to say others.if not,correct yourselves first !WHENEVER I HAD STARTED TO LIKE RED CROSS MORE.THINGS WOULD HAPPEN.THAT MAKE ME NOT LIKE RED CROSS A BIT.OR MORE.i seriously don't know why?really.it is the same like,WHENEVER I AM A BIT HAPPY.THINGS WILL HAPPEN.THAT MAKE ME FEEL UNHAPPY AND SAD.WHENEVER I HAD STATED TO LIKE WORKING IN MAC.AND ENJOY WORKING IN MAC.THINGS WILL HAPPEN.THAT MAKE ME NOT LIKE.AM I BORN NOT TO BE HAPPY FOR LONG?MY LIFE CAN ONLY BE SAD AND UNHAPPY?AND FULL OR TIREDNESS?I HATE LIVING IN THIS WORLD !I HATE TO BE A HUMAN !posted by piingx.
Friday, August 15, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 12:08 AM
here are some of the phrase that i find it meaningful.1.ARE PROMISES MEANT TO BE BROKEN??hope it's not.2.BY SAYING IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH,SHOW IT BY ACTIONSalways thinking of wanting to study,hope that i can show it by actions too.but i know it is difficult.3.WHAT YOU SAY,IS NOT WHAT YOU MEAN.when you say you don't care.it is not true.don't bluff yourself by telling yourself that you don't care.actually, you really do care.4.ARE FRIENDSHIP REALLY THAT FRAGILE?JIN BU QI KAO YAN?friends are always quarreling.friends are always leaving out friend.friends are saying bad things about friend.DOES ARE THIS REALLY CALL FRIENDSHIP?5.WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR?friends are someone that :SHARE your sorrow with you,SHARE your happiness and unhappiness,LISTEN to your troubles,COMFORT you when you are sad,CARE about you when you are feeling emo or sick,HELP you when you are feeling helpless.& a lot a lot more.TREASURE FRIENDSHIP !6.SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT.IS IT CORRECT?we spent most of the time with friends in this period.this is the time when all of us are still innocent.do not have any scheme.do not have the ideas of wanting to hurt someone.do not have the ideas of wanting to harm someone.the only thing that you want to do is MAKE FRIENDS.6.ACTUALLY,SCHOOL LIFE IS GREAT !although sometimes,there are really a lot of projects,homeworks and tests!& we have stress.but this is the period of time that are MOST HAPPY !& ENJOYABLE !most of the time, it is fun when there are FRIENDS around.FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS THERE.TO HELP YOU AND COMFORT YOU !posted by piingx. =P
Thursday, August 14, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 11:24 PM
thursday -X 14 August 2008today,got lots of test.physics SPA test, chemistry test and E maths journal.physics SPA testthink i did quite well.i think my answer is the same as mitra's.so think should be correct.at first,i thought that plotting of graph is x against y.so i plotted the graph.& i find the gradient.after finding the gradient,i realise that it should be y against x.so i erase the whole thing.& plot again.luckily,i am in time to finish the graph.but i did not do some of the questions.chemistry testi did quite badly for chemistry.the test did not come out with teh things that i memorise.it came out with things that i am unsure of.& things that i just READ THROUGH.so i think i did badly for chemistry.E maths journali had finished the question in time.& i think that i had all of the points needed.so i may have a chance of doing it well.today,is really a relax day.HAVE NO HOMEWORKS.went to hougang with xuanru after school.then went to hougang mall,ting joined us after that.went KFC.3 of us ate the same thing !hahas=Pafter that,went home.posted by piingx. =P
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 8:23 PM
6.WE WOULD NOT HAVE ANY SECRET IN ANYONE OF US.ALWAYS BE FRANK WITH ONE ANOTHER.this is 1 of the promises i promise you.wednesday - X 13 August 2008was quite hyper before recess.but after recess,was very boring,especially E maths.after school.went for peer tutoring.really do not know how to teach,when xuanru is not there.i am not the type that can teach people.after peer tutoring,went to study with charissa & xuanru.only charissa & xuanru study.i did not.because i really have no mood to study.i do not know why also.when studying,i saw a lorry.because of the lorry,i thought of AH PA !& i almost cried out.but i try not to,because charissa do not know anything about AH PA.so i cannot cry !at last, i did not cry.hahasafter that,xuanru walk home with me.to the shelter there.he went home after that ba.then, i went to block 476 sit awhile & go home.posted by piingx =P
Sunday, August 10, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 10:04 PM
PROMISES TO OUR FRIENDSHIP !XUAN RU. LET US MAKE A PROMISE. OKAY?
PROMISE THAT :
1.WE WOULD NOT LET ANYTHING AFFECT OUR FRIENDSHIP.I HAD ALREADY LOST SOMEONE VERY IMPORTANT.I DO NOT WANT TO LOST YOU . 2.WE WOULD LET OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER.FRIENDSHIP THAT WILL NEVER BREAK.
3.WE WOULD BE FRANK WITH ONE ANOTHER.
IF ANYONE OF US IS UNHAPPY WITH THE OTHER ONE,
THEN PLEASE TELL THE OTHER ONE.
IF ANYONE OF US IS FEELING UNHAPPY OR SAD,
PLEASE TELL THE OTHER ONE
& SHARE WITH THE OTHER ONE.
4.IF ANYONE OF US IS FEELING UNWELL.
PLEASE TELL THE OTHER ONE,
SO THAT THE OTHER ONE WILL KNOW.
SO THAT IF ANYTHING HAPPENS,
THE OTHER ONE CAN HELP.
5.IF ANYONE OF US DOES NOT CONCENTRATE ON STUDYING.
OR KEPT PLAYING.
OR NOT FOCUSING IN CLASS.
OR NOT LISTENING IN CLASS.
THE OTHER ONE PLEASE CONVINCES HIM/HER.
6.WE WOULD NOT HAVE ANY SECRET IN ANYONE OF US.
ALWAYS BE FRANK WITH ONE ANOTHER.7.WE DO NOT KNOW WHEN WE WILL DIE,WE DO NOT KNOW WHEN ANYTHING WILL HAPPEN TO US.SO PLEASE LET'S MAKE EVERY MOMENT COUNT.8.PEOPLE WILL DIE ONE DAY,SO WHEN ANYONE OF US DIE EARLIER THAN THE OTHER ONE,PLEASE DON'T BE SAD.ALWAYS BE HAPPY.I BELIEVE THAT NO ONE THAT DIE WILL WANT THE LIVING ONE TO ALWAYS BE SAD & ALWAYS CRY.THEY WOULD WANT THE LIVING ONE TO BE ALWAYS HAPPY !PLEASE PLAEASE PLAEASE PROMISE ME ALL OF THE ABOVE PROMISES ! !POSTED BY PIINGX.
SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 9:08 PM
TO XUAN RU :DON'T THINK TOO MUCH.it is not because of YOU,that makes your close friends to be UNHAPPY.SORRY !it must be because,that day in yunxin house,i say in the past,i am MUCH MORE HAPPY THEN NOW.but it is not because of you.REALLY.you should know why.you should know what i am always thinking about,that will definitely make me UNHAPPY.of course,recently, really many things had happened,that is why i am so UNHAPPY.it is REALLY NOT BECAUSE OF YOU!last time u say i selfish,YOU ALSO !if you really die,many many many people will be SAD !REALLY REALLY !YOU MUST TAKE CARE !YOU BETTER DON'T LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO YOU !REALLY !THINK OF YOUR HEALTHEBEFOFE YOU THINKS OF OTHER PEOPLE.YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYTHING ELSE.posted by piingx
Wednesday, August 06, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 12:03 AM
tuesday -X 05 August 2008today,yunxin and kai chin quarrel AGAIN !over the english story thing.everytime like that one.so,yunxin did not wan to recess with charissa they all.& she come to find me =Psince i have no mood to study for SS.i accompany her.we chat..hahas.=Pchat about certain things.SECRET =Xkidding..we decided to study togetherwhen both of us are free.but it is very seldomthat both of us will be free on the same day.this whole week CANNOT !so need to see whether next week can anot.i hope CAN !yunxin and i think thatwe are like going back to secondary 1& 2.she will SLACK.& i will go home and sleep in the afternoon.then, do homeworks at night.i think i may have improved but not for yunxin.hahasbecasue,at least i am able to hand in my homeworks on time.but for yunxin,she is SLACKING !just like in sec 1 & 2.i think that both of us is the same.we told each otherto encourage each other to study.and work hard.hahas.hopes that it really works.how i wish that we are really in EARLY SEC 2!that we are close,i do not know charissa and kai chin.so that i would not be that SLACK NOW !so that yunxin may not be in the same class as them.so that yunxin and i will be in the same class.we can do projects together.at least, we have one another to help out.we would not be alone.BUT,if times really GOES BACK.and everythings change.i do not know charissa and kai chin.would that really be a GOOD ENDING??it may or may not be.I HAD LEARNED TO THNK OF A POSITIVE SIDE TOO.the fact is that,we cannot go back to the past.but i cannot COPE WITH THE PRESENT..& i will HAVE NO FUTURE !hahas=PLASTLY,I HOPE THAT XUAN RU AND I WILL STILL BE FRIENDS !=Pposted by piingx.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 11:54 PM
tuesday -X 05 August 2008had not been talking to xuan ru for 2 days.not even a single word in class.or it can also be said everywhere.i do not know why this happens.today,i had been thinking about it.i still do not know the reason.i had thought that,maybe it is because on monday,he did not talk to me,& i did not talk to him.both of us think that we do not want to talk to one another.that is why we did not even talk a single word.no one had realised about that.hahas.posted by piingx.
Monday, August 04, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 1:03 AM
whenever i am feeling happy,or even a bit happy.things will then happen.those things will then make me unhappy..or even SAD..WHY ??
WHY ??
WHY ??
is it that god do not want me to me happy ?i am not born to be happy ?only the word "sad" can be used to describe me ?don't know from how long ago,maybe since AH PA die,or even earlier,or maybe later..i had not experience those really HAPPY times..i had not been HAPPY for a long period of time..things that will make me laugh for a while,will not make me smile or laugh forever..how i wish i can MIA !!maybe for awhile.or forever..IS THAT POSSIBLE ??really.really.sometimes,actually quite a lot of times already,i feel like not going to school,not picking up any calls,not going home,not meeting anyone that i know,& hide in a place that no one know me.if not for mama,i will really do that.REALLY. REALLY.i do not want her to be worry about me.posted by piingx.HAVING EXTREMELY LOW EQ !
Sunday, August 03, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 9:35 PM
sunday -X 03 August 2008woke up at 7 plus.late for work already.so decided not going to work.bluff boon sen that i am sick.& he down crew.SORRY !=Xsince i did not work,therefore i decided to met up with yunxin her group& go to singapore museum together.reach hub at about 11:20 a.m.i am the earliest !went hub walk awhile& saw charissa and cherie.they went to mac to find kai chin.i went to mrt station to find yunxin.peng sian & chin yang join us after that.After xuan ru's tuition,he choing to come find us.because of this,he never bring psp and ear piece.after he reach,charissa they all still haven't reach.we waited for them for about 10 minutes.xuan ru say i cause him to forgot to bring so many things.hahasSORRY !!but that's good,cause he have nothing to play with!hahas=Xtook mrt to dhoby ghaut.xuan ru and i waited for stella.yunxin her group go first.they took bus and realised that walking to the museum would be faster.we were faster than them.walked half way,went back and look for yunxin they all.charissa they all were like showing attitude larh.& damn ANGRY !yunxin cried !went looking for the museum after that.walk around & around.then found the museum.charissa they all were even moreUNHAPPY & COMPLAINING !ON THE WAY TO THE MUSEUM,I DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM !
YUNXIN, XUAN RU , STELLA & IWALK AT THE FRONT & THEY FOLLOW.after going to the museum,went to eat.& went back to dhoby ghaut mrt station.yunxin, xuanru, stella and iwent to 7 - eleven.they did not see us going in.therefore they went to the mrt station.after that,we saw them.& ALL OF THEM WERE SHOWING ATTITUDE !& THEY WERE DAMN ANGRY !OUR FAULT LARH ???WE WAIT FOR THEM SO LONG CAN.THEY WAIT FOR US FOR AWHILE CANNOT ??YA,CORRECT !WE SHOULD WAIT FOR THEM !NOT THEY WAIT FOR US !!!i was like damn angry la.went home after that.ah ma came to our house,and watch tv.so did not do homework.later going to do..posted by piingx.
SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 9:25 PM
saturday -X 02 August 2008woke up at 8:30 a.mfor red cross youth recognition 2008 thing.met up with yan bingat sengkang mrt station to go to compassvale sec together.yumni and her friends saw us,so we went together.compassvale sec were easy to find !because they lead the way.hahas.the whole thing end very fast.end at about 3 plus.though would end at 4 plus.went to compass point with yumni & her friend,clive & his friend to KFC to eat.we separated after that.i went walk walk awhile in compass point.looking for birthday gift for zhi ling and charissa.actually found a gift for charissa,but sms yunxin and she say she want to buy the gift together.so did not buy that.had not found anything for zhi ling either.hahas.very tired after taht,went home and sleep.slept at 7 plus p.m.& woke up at 7 plus a.m.=Xposted by piingx.
Friday, August 01, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 10:38 PM
friday -X 01 August 2008today,got P.E,i got partcipate.hahas.=Pplayed captain ball.same group with dog,eshley they all.very fun =PEshley very cute.hahaskept calling what fish cake fish cake de.he is the second person calling me that!first is liping!best friend in townsville !it si like so weird when eshley start calling me fish cake.because,should be those that very close 1 then will know,i got 1 wierd nickname call fish cake de.just like li ping !hahasbut i think she also forgotten ler.not that close ler.=Xrecess,stay in class with yunxin and xuan ru !chat and eat !hahas.after recess,is ENGLSH !really like ms sasi teaching us english.her lesson is like so so FUN !went to growth room.watched PEARL HARBOUR !but only disc 1.very very nice !after school,yunxin wait for me in her class !sorry worr yunxin,make you wait for me so long !then we went cateen eat together with xuan ru too.chat and eat !recently,yunxin kana left out !because of cherie !xuan ru, yunixn and i don't like her !hahasif she is celebrating charissa birthday with us.den we 3 not going ler.=Xwent for CIP- newspaper collection.quite fun also !
same group as xuan ru, desmond, ting zhi and zhen khan !
same group as them is fun !if got chance,next time project same group also not bad.ALL WILL DO WORK DE !zhen khan and ting zhi scared of DOGS !zhen khan alone,is in the middle of 2 flats,and both flats have DOG barking.scary !!he damn scared !den sms desmond for help !ANYWAY,CIP DAMN FUN !actually,wanted to go xuan ru's house to study,but..zhen khan called me.say got red cross things.went back to school.discussed about red cross T-shirt design.after that,went to red cross room with zhen khan.chat chat and chat.talk about red cross things and people !hahasden zhen khan say don't want let logesh and sindu be the secretary.den he want choose me.sianx..from now on,SURE WILL BE DAMN STRESS DE !AND BUSY !
think being a secretary would be quite fun ba..hahastry first..zhen khan say if cannot cope,will call 1 more people help me de.thanks !!went home after that.hahas.tomorrow got red cross recognition thing.DAMN SIAN DE..need wear uniform.need go until compassvale sec.end at about 4 or 5p.mDAMN TIRED !sunday still need very early wake up.go work.den go museum.actually,don't want work de.felicia and boon sen don't allowed.but at least felicia help to change from 8 to 12.yunxin's group also going museum on sunday.she call me meet earler den go together.but i cannot.SORRY WORR YUNXIN !posted by piingx.
SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 10:28 PM
Thursday -X 31 July 2008
got red cross training =X
we only have 10 mins to eat and to change!
so i decided not to eat.
had not eaten since morning!
den HUNGRY !
lucky,
i did not faint or what.
training quite fun.
first,
we clean up red cross room.
second,
there's a training because of the national day thing.
I AM THE I/C.
i don't want !
hand is like so suan la.
need to salute.
then got a small rehearsal.
i did wrongly =X
sorry zhen khan !
i did not remember the whole thing!
lastly,
we learn some cheers.
the goreng pisang cheer &
1 more claudia teach de cheer.
the cheer very very nice.
run about 2 rounds around the school.
cheering at the same time !
TRAINING REALLY FUN !
posted by piingx =P
