Wednesday, July 09, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 1:00 AM
LETTER TO XUAN RU !Xuan Ru,You know what?
Sometimes when i am with you,i would feel disappointed and angry with you.Therefore sometimes i would looked emo and quiet.It is because i think that you did not treat me as a best friend.Not to mention BEST friend.i think no even GOOD friend.i know that there's a lot of unhappy things that had happened to you recently,but you kept it to yourself.You did not want to tell anyone.Not even friend.IT IS NOT THAT I DO NOT LIKE TO STUDY WITH YOU.REALLY NOT!IT IS JUST THAT SOMETIMES I WILL FEEL EMO WHEN STUDYING WITH YOU!SORRY !Sometimes when i am with you, you would suddenly turn emo,or sometimes emo than back to very happy.I know you act de.you do not want me to know that you are emo.I really think that i am not good enough to be your GOOD friend(not to mention BEST friend).You are the one that are always helping me,but i did not ever help you once.You are always good in comforting me.But me, i can do nothing to comfort you.i am really useless.wo bu pei zuo ni de hao pen you !I can admit that recently i am quite emo.REALLY SORRY !i really do not know why.i think it is all because of-studies [ i really can't cope with all the studies ]-CCA [ there is really too much things to do ler ]-personal stuff [ all the usual stuff that will REALLY make me unhappy ]You had told me that a lot more people are more stress than me.I know about this.But i REALLY REALLY can't take all the stress.i am not someone that is really that strong to take all the stress.REALLY NOT !that is why i can't even manage small stress.i really can't take all the stress le.SORRY XUAN RU !You told me that i can tell xuan they all and tiingx my troubles,but i do not want them to know.i had only told you about HE past away.i had told no one else.Sometimes when i am emo,i will indirectly or directly caused you to be emo.I DO NOT WANT THIS !1 people emo is enough, do not need 2 !you must be happy.DON'T be emo.PROMISE ME !wednesday -X 09 July 2008
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