Wednesday, July 09, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 4:47 PM
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wednesday -X 09 July 2008
today,
went with zhen khan,claudia and logesh to see ms jey after red cross meeting.
logesh leave after finish discussing what he had to say.
left with claudia, zhen khan and me with ms jey.
zhen khan asked about the student leader induction thing.
ms jey say i must go because i went for ULP.
den only can choose zhen khan or claudia.
claudia cannot go so zhen khan go with me.
can see that claudia are unhappy with me la.she is like so unhappy during the meeting ler.=XI AM LIKE SO SO SO ANGRY !IT LOOK AS IF IS MY FAULT LA.i also don't want to go.is ms jey force me to go.then claudia unhappy.she want to go so much,let her go.i don't want to go.go for what??i also not the leader.STUPID LA !good thing never see them find me.bad things so many for me!IDIOT LA.unfair lor..i go for ULP, need to do so many things.all the achievements belong to them.NOT ME !so what for i do so many things?IT'S UNFAIR ! ! ! everytime discuss about red cross things will make me so angry and unhappy !i really want to quit red cross.because of this,
my whole mood had turn bad.
for the remaining few hours until next morning.
BECAUSE OF THESE STUPID RED CROSS THING.
I HATE CLAUDIA !
just now i told zhen khan that i feel like quitting red cross.he asked why?i do not know how to tell him the answer.I AM REALLY TOO STRESS !later will make him feel like i did not do much things and i am feeling so stress.it is like he do so many things also did not look like he feel stress!I AM SO USELESS !HOW?? HOW?? HOW??I NEED HELP.SOMEONE PLEASE HELP !posted by piingx.
