Thursday, July 17, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 10:24 PM
i am really very stupid.i seems to believe in people a lot!i will believe in whatever they say!am i really that stupid until like that??why am i so stupid?does they know that when they bluff me,i will be hurt?although it is not that serious,but seriously,i hate people to bluff me!really HATE !
why do they have to bluff me?whenever i know that some people had bluff me,i will be really very sad.i am like so easy to be bluff and cheated.so they bluff again and again.and i ALWAYS believe.because i believe,they KEPT bluffing.this had make me think that i am someone that is being used to help them but i suffered.such as,whenever boon sen had called me to work.at first,i would say NO NO NO.but in the end,i still say YES.because he will say REALLY down crew or wat.but on the day i work.there are like so many CREW !and zhen khan!he call me go stupid unit leader course hting.at first,i also say NO NO NO.but in the end,i still say YES.because he say there are no one else to choose from.but actually there are.it is only that he don't want.and i suffered!lastly is xuan ru!he everytime everytime bluff me!!and i everytime believe!the first few times when i know le bluff me,i kept telling myself that i would not be bluff by him again.i would not believe in what he say.but, i still can't do this.i do not know why.and whenever know that he bluff me!i am not angry!but ithink that i am stupid.and somehow will feel a bit sad.REALLY HATE TO BE BLUFFED!posted by piingx.
