Friday, July 04, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 11:36 PM
purple wording - emotional [ =( ]monday -X 04 July 2008REALLY feeling very tired le.REALLY REALLY !!!why is it that i have to do so many things?WHY???i had been doing things for NOTHING !but i still continue doing.i duno WHY?duno why am i so stupid and stubborn.i jus can't change this BAD habit and PERSONALITIES !all these had caused me not able to sleep in past few days.really feeling very tired !all these had caused me to feel so xin ku.somemore,everytime like going to fall sick like that.but never fall sick.i am in de middle of sick and not sick.had been coughing for 2 weeks le.still haven recover.haix.really dun care le.DIE BETTER !wan rest oso cannot.haven been able to sleep for last few days.tmr still nid so early wake up for special walk thing.my 2nd sister jus now say,"u think u god arh? no need rest. sick le still dun rest. "it is not i dun wan rest.is CANNOT rest.RED CROSS RED CROSS.u think i wan.if can choose, who wan?I BELIEVE THAT THERE ARE MORE THINGS COMING UP AFTER THESE!MORE STRESS !
MORE FEEL LIKE DIEING !if not for my mother,i would rather die.no one cares.DIE can no nid care so much ler.
