Wednesday, August 06, 2008 SMILE ALWAYS AFTER 12:03 AM
tuesday -X 05 August 2008today,yunxin and kai chin quarrel AGAIN !over the english story thing.everytime like that one.so,yunxin did not wan to recess with charissa they all.& she come to find me =Psince i have no mood to study for SS.i accompany her.we chat..hahas.=Pchat about certain things.SECRET =Xkidding..we decided to study togetherwhen both of us are free.but it is very seldomthat both of us will be free on the same day.this whole week CANNOT !so need to see whether next week can anot.i hope CAN !yunxin and i think thatwe are like going back to secondary 1& 2.she will SLACK.& i will go home and sleep in the afternoon.then, do homeworks at night.i think i may have improved but not for yunxin.hahasbecasue,at least i am able to hand in my homeworks on time.but for yunxin,she is SLACKING !just like in sec 1 & 2.i think that both of us is the same.we told each otherto encourage each other to study.and work hard.hahas.hopes that it really works.how i wish that we are really in EARLY SEC 2!that we are close,i do not know charissa and kai chin.so that i would not be that SLACK NOW !so that yunxin may not be in the same class as them.so that yunxin and i will be in the same class.we can do projects together.at least, we have one another to help out.we would not be alone.BUT,if times really GOES BACK.and everythings change.i do not know charissa and kai chin.would that really be a GOOD ENDING??it may or may not be.I HAD LEARNED TO THNK OF A POSITIVE SIDE TOO.the fact is that,we cannot go back to the past.but i cannot COPE WITH THE PRESENT..& i will HAVE NO FUTURE !hahas=PLASTLY,I HOPE THAT XUAN RU AND I WILL STILL BE FRIENDS !=Pposted by piingx.
